“Systemic change.” I heard this phrase for years, and probably even used it, without really feeling what it meant. Of course I knew that it referred to structures that had to be dismantled or re-thought or, in some cases, built in order to address various oppressions, but there is a difference between knowing something intellectually and really knowing it in your whole entire being. Then one time I was staying with a member of the board of a grassroots organization doing work in a very poor neighborhood of a large city. She was out and I was hungry so I set off to find something to eat .